Thursday, April 24, 2003

[music: FF2's world map music]

been awhile since i've put up a decent update.. anyhoo, i picked up a copy of Final Fantasy Origins two days ago. love it ^_^ mostly playing FF2. just recruited Leila. out of boredom, i stopped by the snow mountains near Salamand to play the memory puzzle game. earn myself some gil and items. barely touched FF1. at the most i'm back at Cornelia after making Garland my b-i-t-c-h! ^_^ w00t!

as for yesterday, it was Catherine's birthday. neh.. she had quite an intresting day. totally stressed out and such. poor girl.. on top of that, her friend Rae is also mad and Cat's worried she may have ruined the friendship between them.. *sighs* i just wish i could help somehow, but she'd rather i stay out of this. she's right though.. it doesnt concern me. i'm only to be here should she need someone to comfort her.

other than that, downloaded some alot of NES roms. but.. its strange. its like playing their cartridge versions due to them being all messed up, dispixiled (is this even a word?), and.. Nintendo like. old-school games and morons who've tried loading up FF7 on a PS2 with the fast loading and texture smoothing on know what i'm talking about. but on top of that, the music is slow on otherwise normal games. i tried out FF3 and the music was slower than i remember it being. neh.. i guess i need a new NES emulator.

speaking of FF3, there's a petition online to hopefully bring about its american release. should anyone actually read this blog (its possible, aint it?), click this link and help support a good cause.

Tuesday, April 22, 2003

banana
"Go, Banana!"


Which Ralph Wiggum Quote Are You? (Simpsons)
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o_o; its amazing how one is easily amused when tired as fuck...

Saturday, April 19, 2003

FISH
Which useless Final Fantasy item are you?

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o_o; well.. i wouldnt say the fish was a neccesarly useless item.. but i'd usually let Cid die anyway. add's more drama to the story.
after hours of messin around, i finally got Neoragex to accept Samurai Shodown 4. felt good to play it again.. though just like the arcade version, i get a cold sweat everytime i face Zankuro. tough-ass mofo.. and of course the creepy music afterwards should a rival lack a theme. like say, Hanzo or Gaira. o_o; that'll sure as hell give me nightmares tonight..

Friday, April 18, 2003

14.8 out of the 21.6 meg download complete.. X_x; man i'm tired...
w00t! finally found the rom for Samurai Shodown 4. ^_^ thats good. it'll take 3 hours to download.. 21.6 megs. thats bad. *shrugs* as well.. the long search is over at least. note to self: start up new webpage account at 50megs.com and use webspace as personal hard drive/public downloads for my roms and mp3s.
neh.. just posting quiz results

Esperanto
Saluton! I thinkas ke you sxouldus lerni ESPERANTO
without hesitati longe. Kontinuu kaj meetu
lotsa de newajn friendojn! Esperanto ruuuulas!


What language are you supposed to speak?
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Info Black
Your Heart is Black


What Color is Your Heart?
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You see the world in Black
Black:
PEOPLE SUCK THE WORLD SUCKS EVERYBODY SHOULD BE
KILLED AND BLEED TO DEATH TILL THE COLD EARTH
SOAKS IN BLOOD. Well, you're angry at the
world. For reasons who knows, but you
definately hate life.


What color do you see the world in?
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Hero
You're A Hero!
You live to save the world! You are honest, true,
and always victorious! You may not always get
the girls/boys, but all you really want to do
is battle the bad guys.


What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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You're most like Taiki!


Which Starlight Are You?
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well.. 7 am and i'm still not asleep. must not be very suprising for you, huh Cat? ^_~ i spent most of the morning hunting for roms. as usual Samurai Shodown 4 is nowhere to be found.. so Neorage is still collecting dust on my desktop. as for NES roms, i found two our of the three i was looking for.

Shadowgate wasnt as bad as people thought it was. a bit confusing, since it my technically my first "pen-and-paper" rpg converted to a video game. hell.. lets just say my first rpg period, until an old friend got me hooked to Zelda years later. Shadowgate is fun, even by todays standards in gaming. i still more or less remember the game by heart.

next comes Nightmare on Elm Street. ^_^; y'know, i honestly never saw any of those cheesy 80s horror movies.. my parents would never let me. anyhoo, its.. cute. no really worth the download. and it just occured to me that LJN makes very crappy movie-to-game type games. judging from reviews, Friday the 13th was only a notch up from this turkey. i remember Karate Kid.. pain in the ass. just like in Athena (SNK game), you lack one thing you'd take for granted in any other game: the ability to jump forward. fun, eh? then of course, Who Framed Roger Rabbit. loved the movie, but the game was.. neh. kinda lame, but still amused me during my younger years.

as well.. thats enough nostalgia for one day, time to look for more roms and probably post whatever i think of them whenever i find somethings i've liked and/or wanted.
this turned out to be an intresting night.. boring at first, then all hell broke loose with Nicole. hmph.. conceited bitch. apparently Catherine tried IM'ing her on AIM and Nicole right away assumes its me. i can sorta understand that, given Cat and i sorta picked up on each others "slang" and typing behavior.. but with the way Nicole was acting, its as if she'd want to end our friendship over something so trivial and stupid. you know what? if she feels thats the right thing, then go ahead. we all know i'm to blame for all of this.

other than that, Cat was i talked for a few hours. she sounded pretty terrible over the phone.. hell, she sounded worse than me. and we were both pretty damn tired. *yawns* right now John and i are just having a completly brain dead conversation filled with weird catch phrases, typos, and one-liners. o_o; and his profile info is very intresting: "YOU are a total, total--a word has yet to be invented to describe how totally - whatever it is - you are, but you ARE one, and a total, total one at that!"

neh.. i was at killfrog.com earlier.. finally saw the entire season one Survivor thingy.. cant remember the actual name of it, but it wasnt the Outback Survivor one. pretty good stuff. also saw the first episode of the Little Susie Experaments. o_o; which is odd.. cause everything i think of this, my mind wanders to a freestyle artist named Lil' Suzy. *yawns* better get goin before my mind wanders to places that man was never meant to know.. trust me, that has happened before.

Wednesday, April 16, 2003

o_o; amazing how first a conversation about erasers just turns into something bigger..

QA the tenkou: rubber erasers rock, they never tear the paper or leave little peices all over
QA the tenkou: however, drop the son of a bitch once, and no matter how clean the floor, it'll come up covered in hair and dirt
QA the tenkou: I almsot dropped it ;_;
Locke103: i like them.. very effective in erasing the black borders of Magic cards. making them seem like misprints.
QA the tenkou: XD
Locke103: XD
Locke103: cause we all know foil white-bordered Spiritmongers (prime example) exist within that special DCI stamped collection ^_^;
Locke103: ehehe
QA the tenkou: ...okay
Locke103: easiest $25 i've ever made btw
QA the tenkou: XD
Locke103: if its a good foil rare, its worth quite a bit. if its a misprinted or even a miscut card, that value increases an extra 5% or so
QA the tenkou: *shakes her head*
QA the tenkou: a theif and a con artist
QA the tenkou: I don't know about you anymore
Locke103: look, what i do is nothing compared to those nuts at Neutral Ground. the biggest Magic hangout thats in manhattan. so people buy, sell, steal, and cheat their way to anything there.
QA the tenkou: doesn't make it right
Locke103: its justifiable
QA the tenkou: not in my mind
Locke103: invest in those little erasers, raise my profits a little
QA the tenkou: .....
QA the tenkou: >QA the tenkou: *debates going back to the other erasers....I don't erase that much anymore anyway...*
Locke103: or rely on the stupidity of little kids.. whom actually believe the urban legend involving card plastics
QA the tenkou: How the hell do you sleep at night? ><
Locke103: with three sheets and two fluffy pillows ^_~
QA the tenkou: BRB
QA the tenkou signed off at 2:27:41 AM.
QA the tenkou signed on at 2:27:55 AM.
QA the tenkou: look....I may have my rotten side and all
QA the tenkou: but I have a weird honor code
Locke103: *shakes head* in a world like this, honor is only fiction
QA the tenkou: when you told me about the stealing thing, it was hard enough to not just hang up on you right then and there and completely block you
QA the tenkou: and dishonesty, of all things
QA the tenkou: and I know you lie to me to
QA the tenkou: and I don't give one flying fuck what the rest of this world thinks
QA the tenkou: I still believe in honor and honesty and all that
QA the tenkou: and I don't care if it crushes me
Locke103: i've given up on what other people think of me. right or wrong, i do what my instincts tell me to do.
QA the tenkou: at the very least you should at least weigh what your friends think
Locke103: mm..
QA the tenkou: And Honesty and decency mean a whole lot to me
Locke103: i'm aware of that..
Locke103: *smiles bitterly* and i'm sorry to have been such a disappointment to you...
QA the tenkou: it's not that you're a dissapointment
QA the tenkou: it's why you don't even try
QA the tenkou: it's why you lower yourself
QA the tenkou: it's why do you wallow where you are?
QA the tenkou: why do you have to be that way?
QA the tenkou: You say you don't care what others think, but you justify what you do by saying it's what others do
QA the tenkou: or it doesn't compare to what they do
Locke103: mm..
Locke103: i'm not saying what i've done in my life is the right thing. i do what i do in my life because it just.. comes natural to me. stupid as that may sound.
QA the tenkou: it's not stupid
QA the tenkou: but what's wrong with trying to be right
Locke103: nothing.. but then again, what's wrong with trying to make my actions justifiable?
QA the tenkou: because they're not!
Locke103: not neccesarly..
QA the tenkou: no! They're wrong
QA the tenkou: and justifying it, or trying to change my mind about it...maybe you feel more guilty than you think
QA the tenkou: but, hey, I bet if Cat was saying this to you, you'd just automatically listen and do what she says
QA the tenkou: or do you lie to her too?
Locke103: ...i'll admit, i have lied to her before
QA the tenkou: ....
QA the tenkou: I see
QA the tenkou: so that's how you are
Locke103: needless to say, i think she's also a bit disappointed in me
QA the tenkou: I'm more disappointed in me, I guess
QA the tenkou: I was wondering what would happen next
Locke103: mm..

i'm not even gonna comment on the whole thing.. i dont have the energy for this shit anymore
[music: Angel Standing By - Jewel]

neh.. if my life were a bit more.. exciting or intresting (like Amy's), i'd update this thing more often. then again, yesterday wasnt too bad.

yesterday was hot. punk bad hot. i guess wearing my vest and navy jacket was a bit obsessive. neh.. it was good chocobo riding weather, should the overgrown chickens ever somehow be genetically engineered. the good thing, Mike showed up. the bad thing, Tommy and Noel showed up. the unexpected thing, John and Mia showed up. then disappeared soon thereafter. the only thing worth noting is how i came close to beating the shit out of Tommy. we somehow come to the conversation of a proposition we got from Rob.. visit him at Nebraska. i mentioned there was the slight chance that if i had the means, i'd probably head to Florida this summer to meet Catherine. Mike joked that he'd come with me just to do some cow tipping. the Tommy, being the stupid white boy he is, asks if we're gonna tip Cat over. i warned him to never say that around her or he'd get his ass kicked. *snorts* overconfident asshole.. lets study this, shall we? Cat's shorter, hence faster. she took dancing classes, hence she is agile. she took karate, hence she can defend herself to some degree. Tommy is just some stupid punk that relies on street fighting. he said he'd kill her. thats when i snapped. word of warning to anyone who actually reads: should anyone, and i mean anyone, mess with my Catherine, you have two methods of dying. i either put you out of your misery fast, since i dont like wasting time on trivial matters. or she killes you slowly and painfully.. as she likes to make people suffer.

*takes a sip of coffee* right now, at 1:43 in the morning, i'm not doing much. talking to Nicole about the nature of dreams. neh.. actually more like listen to her babble on while i have other things on my mind. mostly Catherine. *sighs quietly* the more i think about her, the more i love her. she is just honestly the most amazing girl i've ever known.

physically, she isnt that bad. at the most, i've only seen a picture of her face. real pleasent on the eyes. from what i hear, she's a little.. heavy. but since when would that be a problem? hell.. i find her beautiful as she is now, and she'll only get more beautiful as far as i'm concerned.

mentally, she's.. *thinks* very fascinating. i enjoy have discussions with her and the occasional argument over something. but what i enjoy most is when she tells me stories of her life growing up. she was a bit of a navy brat (and a spoiled brat, go figure ^_~), so i'd say she's had a more intresting childhood than i did. on the whole, she has a nice personality. she's intelligent (mainly academically, but she does know a thing or two about street survival), wise, caring, sensual and intimate when she wants to be, and very encouraging. lets face it, if i'd never known her, i wouldnt still be alive right now.

emotionally, she's much like me.. low self confidence and almost nonexistant self esteem. maybe minor depression, but no suicidal tendancies as far as i've known. but at least has better control of her emotions. neh.. only one mental breakdown compared to all the stupid shit i've done. needless to say, she'd probably last longer in jail than i ever could. *smiles wryly* not that i'd ever expect to see her in such a hell hole, thankfully.

sexually, its.. hard to put into words. granted we've only had cyber sex, i can honestly admit that i feel the emotion behind everything. i can practically sense her passion and longing for me. and i'm sure she's the same way. *shrugs* if there's one thing we share in common, its a sort of intuitive nature towards the way we love each other. neh.. did that sentence even make sense? already i can feel the caffiene wearing off..

*takes a big gulp of his coffee and wrinkles his nose* blech! bitter, bitter coffee.. X_x; despite the small splash of milk and the crapload of sugar. i more or less feel the caffiene, though in the worst ways possible. rather than the chronic chest pains, i feel an odd.. pulsing in my veins. it feels wierd, but its enough to make my right arm feel sore should anything make my blood rush. example, falling asleep at the keyboard and someone just IM'ing me out of nowhere. neh.. i think i'll go to sleep before i wind up putting in an entry that takes up the entire date archive entry for this week. *shakes head* it probably will anyway..

for the record, the song Amen (Jewel) is beautiful, but the high tones she hits at the end really.. creep me out X_x;

Monday, April 14, 2003

>.< dentists are evil.. on friday, i finally get my braces off. thats good. but my temporary tooth was on it. thats bad. i go to my other dentist, one i've been going to since i was in daipers. first i'm heavily sedated with pain killers. and please note i have a high phobia for needles. yes Cary, you are not alone. ^_^; the dentist really grinded down the teeth on either side of the gap and implanted yet another temporary tooth. right now my jaw is more or less back to normal, but hurts like a bitch on PMS in heat. i cant even enjoy my freakin mini-pizza's for chrissake!
first off, a quiz stolen from Amy-sama's livejournal once again

I scored
93%
on the classic 400 Point Purity Test!
Take the test here!


second off, i finally, finally, finally get my blog layout different after tweaking with it all morning. and of course the whole imood thing.. (that little face thingy left of Weather in Hell) *shakes head* had a hard time making the background both transparent and legible at the same time. but i did it! w00t! ^_^

Wednesday, April 09, 2003

[music: One Winged Angel - FF7 OST]

guess what? its quiz time! XD

1. FIRST NAME: Brian.. though some people do call me Locke nowadays
2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?: not that i'm aware of
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR NAME?: Hell no
4. WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE YOUR NAME TO?: i'd legally change my name to Locke, given the chance
5. YOUR NICKNAME(s): Locke, slick, fucking guy
6. BIRTHDAY: June 9th
7. SEX: male
8. AGE: 18
9. GRADE: GED classes
10. GPA: low. very low.
11. HEIGHT: 6'0 i suppose..
12. SHOE SIZE: 9 1/2
13. HAIR COLOR: black
14. EYE COLOR: black
15. SIBLINGS: one sister
16. LAST CD YOU BOUGHT: dont remember.. i havent bought a cd in so long
17. LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN THE THEATER: Dreamcatcher
18. LAST MOVIE YOU RENTED: I have no fucking idea.
19. FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: History
20. LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT: Math
21. DO YOU ACTUALLY LIKE MATH?: Not only no, hell no
22. WHO ARE YOUR FRIENDS?: A small select few
23. DO YOU HAVE A G/F OR B/F?: well.. yes and no, technically
24. WHAT'S HIS/HER NAME?: Catherine
25. FAVORITE ACTRESS: Kirsten Dunst
26. FAVORITE ACTOR: Jet Li
27. FAVORITE MOVIE: Sliding Doors, Lethal Weapon 4, Red Dragon
28. FAVORITE TV SHOW: The Simpsons
29. FAVORITE STORE: Barnes & Noble
30. DO YOU DO ANY DRUGS?: No
31. HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE ON YOUR BUDDY LIST?: 30 on AIM, 35 on ICQ
32. HOW LONG ARE YOU IN THE SHOWER? 10 minutes usually
33. WHAT'S YOUR FAV. PLACE TO GO ON VACATION?: not much of a vacation person..
34. FAVORITE SCARY MOVIE: The Exorcist
35. GUYS WITH OR WITHOUT HATS?: *blinks* what the gay?
36. FAV. FOOD: umm.. *thinks* lemme get back to you on that..
37. WORST FEAR: i'd rather not say
38. FAVORITE COLOR: Black, green, blue, white, red
39. BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: Knowing someone out there loves you, even if you don't love yourself
40. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: depression, self-hate

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF...

41. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT? possible, but highly unlikely
42. ABORTION: Pro-choice
43. TEENAGE SMOKING: cant say a damn thing.. i smoke as well
44. EATING DISORDERS: stupid
45. RAP: stupid and retarded; very stereotypical of black people
46. MARILYN MANSON: meh.. dont like him, but dont hate him either
47. BOY BANDS: Should die and go to fucking hell
48. DEATH: ...
49. TITANIC: movie? sucked.. actual event? tragic..
50. JERRY SPRINGER: entertainment for rednecks and trailer trash
51. RAPE: Is disgusting and dispicable
52. SUICIDE: ...
53. MASTURBATION: Isn't evil like ppl think it is.
54. GOD: out for lunch.. a long lunch

DRUGS...HAVE YOU DONE THEM AND IF SO YOUR OPINION...

55. POT: no
56. ACID: no
57. COKE: no
59. PILL POPPING: no
60. HEROIN: no
61. ALCOHOL: i do drink every so often..

SEX....
62. Ever had sex?: *leaves all blank since he has no answers for them*
63. HOW MANY PEOPLE YOU BEEN WITH:
64. HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU MADE OUT WITH:
66. HOW MANY JUST ORAL SEX RELATIONSHIPS:
67. WHAT AGE DID YOU LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY:
+68. WAS IT GOOD?:
69. EVER GIVEN ORAL SEX?:
70. EVER DONE ANAL?:
72. EVER 69?
73. EVER HAD A 3 WAY?:
74. EVER HURT YOURSELF DURING SEX:
76. DO YOU LIKE SEX:

77. DO YOU HAVE A JOB?: no
78. WHAT COLLEGE DO YOU GO TO OR WANT TO GO TO?: well.. if i ever do decide i'd go to college, either Hunter or BMCC
80. DO YOU BELIEVE IN HEAVEN AND HELL?: yes and no
81. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ANGELS?: *looks at Catherine's pic* yes.. yes i do
82. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS?: Very
83. DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF?: Most of the time, no
84. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED?: Maybe one day
85. WHAT DO YOU DO THAT MAKES YOUR FRIENDS MAD?: hell if i know.. i rarely get them mad, but they're stupid little posers at times anyway
86. DO YOU HAVE ANY STUFFED ANIMALS?: a stuffed pikachu i got from Catherine
87. DO YOU HAVE ANY BAD HABITS?: smoking, lazy, sorta picked up on Cat's sarcastic and otherwise evil nature
88. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE RESTAURANT?: Wendys, Burger King
89. WHERE IS YOUR FAVORITE HANGOUT?: Hurricane, Pharaohdise, Neutral Ground
90. PEPSI OR COKE?: Pepsi
91. LETTERMAN OR LENO?: Leno out of these 2 choices, but Conan beats them all
92. MTV OR VH1: neither
93. SPICE GIRLS OR ALL SAINTS?: All Saints
94. BEVERLY HILLS 90210 OR DAWSONS CREEK: Neither
95. ANGEL OR BUFFY: Neither again
96. DIET PEPSI OR PEPSI ONE: pepsi one
97. APPLES OR ORANGES: Apples
98. CHOCOLATE OR FLOWERS: Chocolate
99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LOVE SONG?: Turn Back Time - Aqua
100. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BREAKUP SONG: Second Chance For Love - Nayobe
101. IF YOU COULD BE ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW, WHERE WOULD YOU BE?: In the arms of someone who would make me feel better
102. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING AT THIS VERY MOMENT?: kinda tired.. bored cause Cat just went away for a bit and Liz is.. somewhere. hungry, so i'll have to go grocery shopping in a bit.
103. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE SONG "PRETTY FLY FOR A WHITE GUY"?: meh.. it had its run
104. ARE YOU A VEGETARIAN?: No
105. FAVORITE KINDS OF CLOTHES: anything that doesnt weigh me down or interfere with my in-born agility
106. THE LAST PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED: called Cat last.. saturday i believe
107. THE LAST TV SHOW YOU WATCHED: Seinfeld

HAVE YOU EVER...

108. BEEN ON A PLANE: Yes
109. WENT SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN: No
110. CRIED IN PUBLIC: Much to my embarassment and fear, yes
111. LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Psychically, no, but I'm always there when someone just needs a body there in case they need a tear rag.
112. FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: No
113. FELL ASLEEP WHILE EATING: umm.. no..
114. GONE TO CHURCH: on a weekly basis
115. CLIMBED A TREE: never tried
116. WATCHED DAWSON'S CREEK?: No
117. GONE SKIING: No
118. GONE SNOWBOARDING: goes the snowboard game at the Gold Saucer count?
119. FELL ASLEEP DURING A SCARY MOVIE: Yes, which tells you how 'scary' the movie was
120. GONE ALL NIGHT WITHOUT SLEEP: A few times
121. BEEN TO CAMP: fuck no
122. PLAYED SOCCER: no.. i dont play physical sports
123. BEEN TO A MAJOR LEAGUE BASEBALL GAME: a few
124. SEEN A PRO BASKETBALL GAME: a few
125. KISSED A GUY: nope
126. SAT IN A RESTAURANT WITHOUT ORDERING ANYTHING: nope.. i could never do that, there's always something i'd want
127. EATEN SUSHI: love it! ^_^ in fact, Andy bought me some today
128. EATEN FISH: very few times
129. WANTED TO DIE: Many times
130. MET A CELEBRITY: nope
131. MET THE PRESIDENT: No
132. DRIVEN A CAR: No
133. DIDN'T WASH YOUR HAIR FOR A WEEK: Yes
134. BROKEN SOMETHING VALUABLE: stolen, yes. broken, no.
135. BOUGHT ICE CREAM FROM AN ICE CREAM TRUCK: Yes
136. BEEN SCARED TO GET SHOT: With a needle? No. By a gun? Yes.
138. SHOPPED AT ABERCROMBIE & FITCH: No
139. SHOPPED AT OLD NAVY: yes
140. THOUGHT YOU WERE IN LOVE: kinda, sorta in love now..
141. HAD AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: yes
142. WATCHED MTV AT 4 IN THE MORNING: no
143. LIKE YOUR PARENTS? WHY OR WHY NOT?: hope they die a horrible bloody death
144. MADE PRANK PHONE CALLS: nope
145. CAUGHT A FISH: nope
146. SNUCK OUT OF YOUR HOUSE: ..maybe
147. GONE TO ANOTHER COUNTRY: canada. twice.
149. ROBBED SOMEONE'S HOUSE: I lift shit from ppl, yes, but never like broke in
150. HAD YOUR HOUSE ROBBED: my sister's friends stole stuff when i was 5 or so
151. BROKEN THE LAW, WHICH ONES: shoplifting
152. KILLED SOMEONE IN YOUR THOUGHTS: More times than I have fucked someone in my thoughts
153. BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT: no
154. BEEN BEAT UP: yes
155. BEATEN SOMEONE UP: Somewhat. I am more into metal abuse that phsycial.
156. SKIPPED SCHOOL: damn straight
157. BEEN MAD ENOUGH TO PEE IN YOUR PANTS: ... no
158. BEEN STABBED IN THE BACK BY A "FRIEND": ...i've gotten used to it
159. STABBED SOMEONE IN THE BACK: never.. i'm totally loyal to my friends

WHO...

160. HAVE YOU CRIED TO OR WITH?: Catherine, Cary, Becky, Nicole, Leslie, Gretchen, Amy, Randi,
161. IS YOUR FAVORITE PERSON TO TALK TO ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX: Becky
162. IS YOUR FAVORITE PERSON TO TALK TO ABOUT LIFE?: Randi, Catherine
163. DO YOU HATE?: A lot of people
164. MAKES YOU ANGRY?: A lot of things
165. IS THE LAST PERSON THAT YOU SAID "I LOVE YOU" TO?: Catherine
166. IS THE LAST PERSON TO TELL YOU THAT THEY LOVED YOU?: Catherine
167. IS THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED AND WHEN?: umm.. Catherine, yet again ^_^
168. WOULD YOU WANT TO MEET?: just about all my female friends
169. DO YOU MISS?: Robyn, Annie, Amanda, Heather
170. DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: I don't think much like that anymore
172. IS THE NICEST PERSON YOU KNOW?: Becky, Catherine
173. IS THE MEANEST PERSON YOU KNOW?: Amy
174. IS THE UGLIEST PERSON YOU KNOW?: Me
175. IS THE CRAZIEST PERSON YOU KNOW?: Amy, possibly Catherine
176. WAS THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SMILE?: Catherine (i'm obsessed, arnt i? ^_^;)

Monday, April 07, 2003

[music: Red Moon - Psydoll]

o_o; what the gay is this.. i actually slept rather well, but still tired as fuck. XD had a number of odd little dreams and i only remember two. well.. two and a half in a sense.

first off, my dad works in a community college. but somehow in my dream, it was somewhat more of a co-ed dorm. somehow, there's a piece of knowledge just ringing through my head that i'd supposedly gotten from Rob: on the fourt floor, there was a room full of girls who have their own little anime club. so i take the elevator down there. XD coulda just used the stairs.. my dad's office is on the fifth floor.

anyways, here's where that mysterious half part comes in. above me is a Samurai Shodown-esque life bar and two FF6 sprites on either side of me. one being the Marshal sprite from Narshe, during that point where Locke and the moogles save Terra. the second being those weird things from Zozo that steal your GP.. but on top of that, Locke can steal either Goggles or Dragoon Boots from. in the background is Kazuki's theme. GP Theif thingy is beating the crap out of Marshal and the background changes. in the creepiest way imaginable. its like being in Amakusa's castle.. o_o; very dark background with Hazuki just eerily floating in front of the petrified Zankuro statue.

that elevator ride took much too long for one floor.. i find the room and peek through the window.. o_o; eerie.. the room was like the classrom to the left of Mr. Meyer's office. only i.. umm.. saw a dog on a computer. yup, you read right. XD i unhooked the flashlight from my ammoy belt and shone it at the dog, and it just.. stared at me. as if on a caffiene low/LSD high. i heard two of the supposedly girls and that Metal Gear nature in me said to run like mad. i ran to the bathroom and locked myself in the toilet stall. i was gonna escape by crawling through an air vent.. only to remember there arn't any air ducts. the two who originally "spotted me" caught me and about for more or so came on. and i swear, one way or another, each of these girls somehow relate to the girls in Love Hina.

the second one was just.. blah. it still feels like a blur as to where i was, but i remember playing Mortal Kombat 2. and note i had chosen Kung Lao. i remember that very clearly. cause the first stage had a stage fatality of a spike ceiling and Kung Lao's was the easiest to do it. forward, forward, high punch. sometime later, my subconcious musta been whacked out. now i'm playing as Sub Zero with Deadly Alliance-type graphics, if not maybe a notch or two above it. all i really remember is doing the old-school combo (freeze, uppercut, slide) and the stage somehow freezing up after using Sub Zero's freeeze shot so many times. o_o; what next, was i gotta fight Kula of King of Fighters? that'd be.. odd. if not sick. *shudders* a fatality on poor little Kula...

Saturday, April 05, 2003

[music: Ain't Afraid To Die - Dir En Grey]

XD count how many times i use the word "fuck" in this post to win a prize..

>.< fucking tournaments.. i hate them sometimes. the Yu-Gi-Oh tournament was hell in a handcart. between screaming kids, stupid parents, and the LACK OF FUCKING ROOM TO WALK, i was pissed off. i hated to abandon Tai like that after saying i'd help, but i couldnt take it anymore.. headed to Pharaodise.

of course.. how could i forget.. every saturday is a fucking type 2 tournament. question is where the fuck is everyone? no Dave, no Martin, no Roy.. most of the usuals were there. thank god that fucking fruit Fei wasnt there. please note i had no intention of signing up.. but Brandon bugged me to do it. paid for my entry fee and gave me his fucking mono-black control deck. and he TOOK MY FUCKING DRAFT SET! that fucking white boy! eh.. anywho, i was 5 - 4. of course, since so few fucking people showed up, there were no fucking prizes. you mean to tell me i busted my brain cells trying to contend against another momo-black, a mono-green, and an elf deck for nothing?? damn fuckin right i did.. going 5 - 4 aint too bad for someone of my inexperience. especially since i feared Jimmy's elf deck..

other than that, usual stuff.. hung around Pharaohdise for hours on end, went to HK at say.. 8 or so, and recently got home. meh.. me very exhausted. and to finish things off, a major long-o quiz stolen from Amy-sama's Livejournal yet again. ^_^

////the basics////
nicknames: Locke, slick, that fucking guy
sex: male
location: NY, NY
school: eh? what's that?
hair color: black.. though spiked up at the moment
eye color: black
height: 6'0" or so
glasses or contacts: glasses
braces or no: unfortunatly..
piercings/tattoos: nope

////favorites////
type of music: *shrugs* meh.. a little of everything
bands/singers: Naoki, Rammstein, Dir En Grey, Psydoll (the list goes on and on)
songs: Nobody's Fool (Avril Lavigne), Machinery Lemmings (Psydoll), Dynamite Rave (Naoki)
sport: Magic (yes, its a sport >:P deal with it)
foods: sushi/sashimi, pizza, umm.. those sea weed thingies from HK ^_^;
magazines: Inquest Gamer, Scrye, The Duelist, Game Informer
place to hang: umm.. Hurricane, Comic World, Pharaohdise, Superclub, Smiles... yep, thats all of main street
quality in the opposite/same sex: *shrugs*
hobbies: gaming, reading, kicking asses and taking names
cereal: fruity pebbles ^_^
subject in school: umm.. lunch? XD
day of the week: friday
season: summer
online chatroom: only private chats with friends
veggies: po-ta-tos
fast food: Wendys
restaurant: Pizzeria Uno
number: 666
body part: ...next question
holiday: Christmas.
color: Black, green, blue, red, white
cartoon character: so many choices, so little time..
pizza topping(s): everything! XD
movie soundtrack: *shrugs* Sliding Doors i guess..
animals: none
places to shop: Amazon.com, cdnow.com
car: *blinks* umm..

////have you ever?////
danced around naked: O_O! fuck no
been drunk: not quite..
ran away from the cops: No, but i should have..
shoplifted: *snorts* it was mt career at one time..
held a gun: dad used to have hunting rifles.. had one pointed right at me
gotten in a car accident: no
watched punky brewster: Hell yes! I loved that show. George was the man ;)
gone skinny dipping: Hell no
cheated on a test: nah, too much effort
broken a bone: NO! I am hella clumsy, but I have never broken anything

////do you?////
have a pager: No
have a cell phone: No
have your own car: No
have money in your pocket: Nope.
have clothes on right now: no shit
have a mental disease: Only if I really do turn out to have ADD
overreact: *nods* I try not to, though
have any pets: nope
save e-mails: on a regular basis
smoke: one pack a day baby!
do drugs: O_O N-O
drink: I already answered this question.
have a crush: Always

////this or that////
button fly or zipper jeans: Zippers, but my most comfortable pair of jeans have a button fly
cookies, cakes, or pie: mmm.. cookies... *drools*
french toast, pancakes, or waffles: Waffles
twinkies or ding-dongs: twinkies
coffee or tea: coffee
hot or cold: Hot
lefty or righty: Righty
adidas or nike: timberlands
coke or pepsi: PEPSI
oranges or apples: oranges
deaf or blind: Blind. I live for music, I would die if I was deprived of it.
blondes or brunettes: redheads
tv or radio: tv
snow or rain: rain.. had enough snow for one lifetime

////who, what, where////
what is your most prized possession: Sadly, my Magic decks
what is your good luck charm(s): umm...
what is the worst song you've ever heard: dont get me started..
what is the most embarrassing CD you own: Well, going by ppl's reactions, Britney Spears. if you dont like it, fuck off.
what store would you max your 'rents credit card at: Neutral Ground! w00t!
what do you do most often when you are bored: sleep
what is the last movie you rented: i.. dont remember
what brand of shoes do you wear: timberlands
what kind of clothes do you sleep in: nothing! XD
what is the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex: umm.. boobies! ^_~
what college do you wanna go to: college? me? thats funny..
what does your room look like? on dresser: stereo, stacks of cd's and Magic cards. posters: Star Wars poster, old NES poster, Kei from Dirty Pair Flash, old ad for Magic's 4th edition
what color tooth brush do you use: blue
what turns you on: anou.. quite a few things *winks* Cat sure as hell knows
what (was/will be) the best day of your life: the day i meet Cat.. or i die.. or Robyn actually wants me back
what are you thinking about right now: It's perverted, move on
what color underwear are you wearing now: white
who is/are the coolest person/people you know: tough call between Catherine and Dave..
who do you wanna marry: Catherine.. and only Catherine. i love her with all my heart.
where do you wanna live when you get old: i dunno..

////random questions////
which of the seven dwarfs fits you the best: Gimli! ^_^;
how many times did you fail your Drivers License Test: Never, cuz I never took it
what kind of shampoo/conditioner do you use: Thermasilk
if you could change one thing about yourself what would it be: umm.. gimme a freakin overhaul
are you ticklish: ...next question
how many kids do you wanna have: one.. maybe two

////in the end////
are you tired of filling this out: Meh, kinda
now what are you gonna do: continue comforting my dear Catherine. and maybe eat.
do you still enjoy filling out these surveys? Every now and then, but like they say, absence makes the heart grow fonder. I won't do another for 12 years >_>

Friday, April 04, 2003

[music: Machinery Lemmings - Psydoll]

meh.. not much to report for the day. Mike unexpectedly showed up at HK today. i would have played a game of King of Fighters '99 while there, but some other moron was on it.. so i felt compelled to play Marvel vs Capcom 2 after so long. kicked some ass and took some names.. but damn, i havent had competition this good since the days when Kayin and i were at each others throats with the Roll/Megaman fights.

Naheem eventually showed up, late as usual. so we all walked to Smiles. he and Mike went a bit nuts in Time Crisis 3. meanwhile i'm just playing DDR. no crowds of course.. until Mike comes and joins in. oh sure, crowd around the little asian guy.. lets just forget i have a one-up on him when it comes to showing off.

i'm not looking forward to tomorrow.. Yu-Gi-Oh tournament at HK and Magic tournament at Flushing Mall. so i guess i'll be bored as fuck tomorrow.